millions and millions

sorry for not blogging.

i was busy living the dream as apposed to dreaming out it.

fell in love with an aussie. became a groupie. woke up with a tattoo on my ass. went to california. had a pool party. partied in motels. got tan. made plans. and now im spent. hands down. best 2 months of my life.

my summers officially over. and its back to reality. rather than being sad its over. im just happy it happened. ... short term goals:

make millions and millions of dollars right meow.

RIP. Party Wedges

lost the right one between vancouver, victoria, port renfrew, and salt spring.

I hope I grow out of it soon. But my go to look, always involves a crop top.

dunhills

today i made:

my x mad

it out alive

my bed

jewelry

progress

promises

a big fucking mistake

and love.

Electric pow wow drum by DJSHUB

Mr Little Jeans The Suburbs by timmytheterror

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Duuuudes.

My apologies.

I needed to take some time for myself. Kickback with people I haven't seen for years, in places I haven't been in a while. The past 2 weeks I have done nothing but go with the flow, and it has resulted in a tan, a beer gut, and about 15 new facebook friends - all fuckin' beauties. I feel a great amount of guilt not keeping up with art, or writing, but now I'm pretty inspired - and reckon I'm back. The image below is probably the best one I've seen in a while. Thank you universe, for such an enlightening bender. 

Last Photo of Tall Tree

This blog is about to get its shit together.
My weekend in tofino was so incredible, met some really like minded people and Im looking forward to stepping my game up. School, is in the future. As is money. California may be my home sooner than later - but overall. Kayrae is back on track and more driven than ever.

Stay Tuned.
#bettershitscoming

Tan Lines.

getting my tan on and ma hur did. 

loving shit.

Seeing People

aww yea, planned my trip to tofino, its been almost a year since the last time i was there. this shall be good. need a vacation pretty bad. get re grounded. get drunk, with people who aren't sick of me being drunk. get some vitamin D. get some decent pics with decent looking people too. 

blah

baked.

bed..

later

Sit Tight

I have nothing worth showing you atm. No music. No clothes. Not even a pair of shoes. but my internet is now up and running. dad delivered a giant sack of the green, so my creative juices may be a flowing. stay tuned for videos of paige and i, at 4 am, post clubbing. photos of my apartment, and music.

lol

miss me?

SWIZZ BEATZ FEAT. EVE - "EVERYDAY" by dopeinfos
ya, i know i know. but this song repeats at work, and it has become my most recent jam.

Its been over a week. I apologize, but I gotta do this point form.

- just completed a 3 week bender. (yes completed, gotta lay low for a while)

-completed moving, place looks awesome, I love my home, and living alone in it.

-applied for a credit card #jesusfuck

-daddy visited, and spoiled me

-saw supertramp live, lol. the people watching was amaaazing

- fuckin' jmoth, is done, gone, forever.

Life's opened up so many doors lately. Met so many good people who know how to have a good time. 

Couple dickheads - but I've said this before, and I'll say it again.. can't be afraid of conflict, gotta grow and evolve from that shiiit. LIFE IS SO GOOD. SO SO SO SO SO GOOD.

babes

                 

                      I wish I could talk about something other than drinking and partying. I wish I could show you new art I created, or share new music I found. But I cannot. I've used this blog as a quick journal entry, and an inexpensive, easy, way to get some creative juices flowing. My 3 week bender is over. Tomorrow I move into my new house. Tomorrow I'll be a better kayrae. getting my ducks in a row.

have I mentioned how amazing sophie is.