ongoingly

*sigh* life has been ongoingly (yea, made it up) surprising? exhausting? CONSISTENTLY FUCKED UP? idk its hard to be nineteen. I've never wanted to fast forward threw my life so bad, I need to get to June 1st. naah, lets say June 15th - i'll be all moved in, organized, painted, and have had made mental and physical space for 

better bigger brighter 

things . Stay tuned for Videos Of KayRae n' Pa-Je' - 

EVIL COOL PEOPLE

Consistent pay cheques, free drinks, and good music are keeping me pretty fuckin' content at the moment. I need to stop the habit of procrastinating, I am planning all my "fresh starts" for June 1st - new home, etc. yet, that ain't no way to live. gotta live in the moment and stop PROCRASTINATING. I am boy, and shoe crazy. Paige keeps reminding me that I'm crazy. Public transit makes me crazy. and i've decided crazy is good. bonny i miss you. shannon i'll see you tonight. i hope to god mom doesn't follow my blog but if so.
wud up, gaangstaa?

Make Money and Smile

"Make Money and Smile"

could be best advice I've ever been given

but I participate in regular substance abuse and therefore interpret 

things to be more profound than intended.

(#piscesthing)

this blog for example.

a Thursday

 
I smoked too much weed. And now I feel sick.

Smells Like Teenagers.

Dumb (Nirvana) by mattbeck
Led Zeppelin -Tangerine by Big Daddy K
I just received an email from mom, that made 2011.  I've decided I need a book shelf.
Today was an itunes shuffle day. And these I remembered I love.
Snow only used to look pretty on mountains and trees, away from my driveway, face, or cigarette. But up until sixteen minutes ago, I realized threw my tacky blinds, that this winter in the city is going to be just fine.